Saturday, November 05, 2011

Forgiven

tonight, at church like any time I go to the Orchard, always feel God speaks to me.
Well, tonight near the beginning of the message, I thought of the person who read my blog and let others know.
You know whoever you are, I forgive you.
I don't know why you read my blog to begin with. Were you trying to get me in trouble. Did you want me to fail. did you want me to mess up or did you have something against me.
Well, you are forgiven. Why you did it is between you and the Lord. If you are happy, then so be it.
Yes I was hurt, and I realize should not have written those things on my blog. But, it hurt me more that if you were a friend you could never come to talk to me first.
May God just help in be who He desires you to be.

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

seems like a long week

It is only Wednesday. sure seems much, much longer week.
I guess been lots, not really.
Poor Betsy had flat on Monday night, then decided that they needed to take it to get rim fixed. So we said could borrow escort. Then woke up Tuesday with the other flat just after she left to take it to tire place. So it was long day for her.
Mia was great.
Glad I get to watch her 3-4 days a week.
tomorrow head up to see other 3 grandkids. I love my grandkids, The babies can't say anything, but their smiles are enough. The other two, when they call my name. I love it. I am grateful they only live 6 hours away.
Just been one of those weeks. This waiting on God to do this miracle gets hard. It is lonely living here. We have no community, nothing.
I know God will come through. It is just don't feel really hardly anyone believes He can or would do it.
I always look forward to going to Kalla's church, always get a word from the Holy Spirit. sunday night we are going to Encounter, looking forward to that, hopefully some encouraging word. I really need to have some soaking ministry, really. But will take even a little bit.
Have some things to get done today. Some laundry, some cleaning,
Grateful I can stay at home. Watch Mia, be here with Seth, and be able to watch other grandkids when come down.
Thankful I can go to bible study.